Reality is Killing Me

I’m running now with both eyes closed
I never look to fend off blows
can’t see behind me, I can’t see ahead
sometimes I think I’m better off dead

reality is killing me
do you know the way I feel
reality is killing me
I can’t close my eyes or turn away

they’re raising the price of life at will
I’m trying to pay off last month’s bills
what I once trusted is now corrupt
I’m in such a fucking rut